Gotcha...!!!

dont just sit down and criticize me...
show me the way..that's how im learning...

it seems easy to stand in front and teach...
try to be in my shoes...how do you feel while teaching u know there's someone or more in the class dont like you but u still need to act professionally...

once u go to working field u'll know how the feeling is..
what goes around comes around...

giving mark is subjective...up to ur consideration..
it's not about bodek2...i'm not that stupid to be bodek...

i gave based on ur performance..u performed so so then i gave u a so so mark...
if u wanna question it then present once again..

i dont mind being kutuk at the back because u dont know how the feel is to struggle at a very young age teaching students who the age are around the same as me...sgt mncabar ok!! u only know to criticize...everybody can do that...

come and stand at my place...u'll know how the pressure looks like....

p/s~~dear tukang report thanks...at last i know who u are...even im not 100% sure...just wish u the best for final...

quick recovery

heart breaking...

driving...

speeding...

screaming...

crying...

nagging...

"cool blogging"

singing...

phone calling...

treating kfc...

making jokes..

laughing...

texting...

heart to heart confessing...

smiling...

sleeping...

facebooking...

working...

working...

working...

now....70% mentally and emotionally healthy~~~

i am a quick recover..~~now smiling...

thinking...

searching...

for..

COOL BLOG~~


p/s~i am addicted to COOL BLOG....bila batuk nak baik2 ni hentam ais je keje..=)

mohon dengan sangat

this song really give me a sense of tranquillity and wake me up from being an ignorant muslimah...

giving up....

nothing to be dreamt anymore...

wishing you all the best...

but the main thing will be remained the same...

nothing will change...

dear road...

no more road not taken..

there's only one road now..

im going to walk slowly without any rushing...

walk without hurting it without littering it without damaging it...

im going to plant as many flowers as i can along the road side to make it beautiful...

thus, at the end of the road i can feel proud to see what i've done to the road even though may be one day 'someone' else will walk on the road and settle down on it....=)

blissful...!!

at the road not taken but both roads dont allow me to pass through them..

however even getting to know both roads at the gate only has given me the heaven feeling...

hihihihi tend to sleep late at night...tend to smile and laugh alone...tend to have beautiful dreams...except last night..scary wehh...

i love this feeling and both roads are exciting to be walked through...

so who cares which road i'll be travelling later...ngeh3..~~~

if both roads are not for me then there will be another roads....

or is there any possibility of the third road to appear later?? hahahahah who knows who cares...

just walk la baby....enjoy the scenery...<3<3<3

summary for the month....

alhamdulillah...

everything is much much more better that what i've expected..=))

anyway busy days are around the corner..4 weeks more that i'll be struggling to finish marking all the papers key in marks and and and and manyak lagi....

when it almost comes to the end the relationship become closer...thanks to beloved students for making the class alive and full of exciting smiles...

thanks for being concern when i semput...and thanks for everything...it's a good start for my teaching career as lecturer...next sem..new people..new classes..new attitude..new style of conducting class..hope for the best..

1. personal life~~

also move towards betterment with lovely people around...

everyday i try to spread smiles on people's face and it's a pleasure a satisfaction to see them laugh smile and happy in undergoing the days...

2. love~~

no comment...vague vision but enough to make me laugh and smile alone by myself whenever i remember few moments...

3. financial~~

i really need an accountant...fail to manage money phewww boros wehhh...=p but the good thing i've started paying back PTPTN hehehe....at least i show some commitment la kn...(bangga sekejap)

4. family~~

my mami is getting better after going to see ustaz...alhamdulillah...well ur black magic cant get through Allah'a power..ALLAHUAKBAR..!!

and i got many new adiks too...i give extra care to people who care for me...

5. friends~~

kak aida kak yati kak mas become new important people in my life...so i got many people who love me as how i love them damn much...teah aj

zira cheq sal husna kak yati kak aida kak mas...thanks Allah for giving me chance to know this wonderful people..=) fb frens also seem to be cheerful lately hehehe...

6. work~~

3 weeks more before final examination...everything is under control...still within the time frame in syllabus..however i still find there's not enough time to cover grammar part..ya i love teaching grammar...=) cant wait for BRW presentation...it's my turn to sakat them...they always sakat me ek...tunggu hehehe...

the bad part is i can see some of the staffs here are playing dirty politics in getting good position..who said the higher ur education the smarter u'll become? high education and good deed are 2 different things...only iman will lead u to be a person with moral or not..

7. conflict~~

the same thing...the same useless "thing"...ya enjoy ur "show" non of my business anymore...what i've learnt is i wont dump all the lovely people for the sake of something or someone...ok xleh cakap lebih2...enough...but the happiest part is..u've become someone who is NOT IMPORTANT AT ALL in my life after u pushed me like a stray dog...n for that thank you..

im happy for realizing that u dont deserved to be part of my life..=))

8. december~~

heheheh bonus time..!! i can see new shoes and outfits hihihi...but the most important thing...keta bapak ku..hehehe kasi upgrade ckit...keta sniri??? lain tahun ye...hehehe

happy birthday happy belated birtday and happy birthday in advance to abe...kak aida...alex pang..husna and my sayang teah..!! hihihi...

wish for only happiness next year...

kak aida n kak yati~~my new sisters hihhi..=p

wish to be this riang forever hehehe..=))

player being played

hehehe glad because i am blessed with that talent..

what talent?? i dont mean any art things...

talent to ignore people when i feel they can spoil my mood and when they are not important...

i'm good in playing with facial expression...ngeh3..~~

because of that talent i can control the situation today hehehe..suka gila kalo tngok balik mmg nk tgelak...and suddenly an unplanned thing happened which assisted the actual plan...

seru banget deh hihihi....

and for that i feel soooo puas..because the player who created the game actually being played without any intention but it really3 helps...mwahahahaha...