BERSIH 3.0

nothing much to say...
what i see some Malaysians are too stupid too be fooled by the media...
which media? tau2 sniri la kan..
and some of them are students who know nothing about BERSIH but still want to talk like they know everything...u know nothing except flirting..love..couple..korean dramas actors..singers...ponteng kelas...assignments...hafal for final exam and get good CGPA...
so it's kinda harsh but that's the fact...for you as long as there is no war..no demonstration no riot than Malaysia is peaceful...open your eyes and see what is happening around u...


aman..what do you understand with the word aman?
does aman mean no war no riot like in syria egypt and palestine?
does aman mean the leaders can spend money like hell where there are still poverty in his own country?
does aman mean the laws can be manipulated for own sake?
does aman mean the price of goods can keep on rising?
does aman mean debts of "important people" can be ignored but debts of students MUST be paid?
does aman mean if "important people" are caught committing crimes or scandals they will be released?


i dont want this kind of aman...i dont want to be blind..


or is it in ur head asal xda demonstrasi d kira aman?
this is the last way to express the anger towards the gov...before this too many ways have been used to protest...but the system remain the same..i dont think Malaysians saja suka2 kumpul2 nak demo..


the fact is we Malaysian dont have the sense of survivor like in other countries...we know something goes wrong but as long as we can live go to work have fun with family then for us it is aman...knowing this kind of mentality la the gov manipulate us without we realizing it..because we are too comfort...the gov knows we will only bising sebulan 2 then senyap...get back on routine...lalalala...


BERSIH 3.0 is about asking for FAIR AND CLEAN election...
nothing to do with racial issue..religious issue...


all those are only propaganda from certain parties..which is....nananana u know urself...


about all the injuries.. violence that u watched...
all the activists have assembled 10hours before the event...
nothing went wrong..right after they finished the speech suddenly things went haywire...


jeng3...why? police who pretended to be activists actually started the provocation...
one of the politician from gov side actually post it in his FB...hahah of course la if media ask him back he will answer.."FB sy dh kena hack by pembangkang..." hahahah really funny if u see how they play this dirty politic..


BERSIH is against SPR..but why GOV is the one who really kecoh2...
i thought SPR is badan berkecuali under agong...or does SPR has something to do with GOV?
ayokkk hahaha xtau xtau xtau..jawap la...


and why the news in BBC was different with the one in ASTRO? why must cut few scenes if the GOV really  want to tell the truth? why? jwp2 xtau xtau xtau...


senang kata why is it soooo hard for SPR to fulfill the 8 requests? why? jeng3 xtau xtau xtau...
racial issue...hmm did u see any indian or chinese fight with malays? xdak pun..they fought against those police adalah...racial celah mana pun xtau...
religious issue..hmm..did u see any christian hindu buddist fight against Muslim? xde aku rasa...


in fact they helped each other when FRU shot them with water canon and tear gas which according to the PM not dangerous at all...if not dangerous how come they batuk2 muntah2 suma..bodo cakap mcm budak tadika...
try kt diri sniri pedih x? haiiii...


it's against the human rights to fight unarmed public...


Malaysians now are not like the old days..they know when they should react wherever injustice is practised...u dont have to say this is agenda pembangkang..nothing to do with any parties..this is the inner urge...we cant stand to see too many corruption here and there...stop fooling us..!


actually i've much to say...but what i wanna say are there in this blog written by an awesome blogger....u can read it here...mantap..!
http://www.szlihin.com/2012/04/debat-bersih-30-faq.html 

yenny's 20th ++++ birthday...=))

every year 26th april is my day..
but this year the feeling is a lil bit different..
as i dont have my close frens here but i was surrounded with students hehehe...


as i am going to take a big responsibility and commitment, all the birthday wishes and presents are actually a booster for me not to feel down for i have many wonderful people in my life...
my students sang me birthday song..made surprise party with birthday cake...
i kept the "happy birthday" sign, candles, and the plastic knife...sayang wooo...
i hold my self from crying in front of those students hehehe...mana blh tunjuk hati mau kental beb...=p
they gave card and flower pin hehehe...miss flower la katakn..
and 1 more good newssssss.....
i finished the last observation on the same day...(leegaaaaa...kena start buat portfolio dah) =,=''''



at the office i received a msg from papi which really made me touched...
papi may be u r not the best dad in the world but u've done ur very best to show ur love to us..and for that i love u so much...
mami as usual wished n kissed me hehehe..rasa mcm baby...suka3...



all day long i was smiling..then when i arrived home my aunt n mami gave me a parcel...
unexpected birthday present from "someone" =))
ya he knows my taste...=p RZ thank u very much i love it... ^_^
(pastu teruk den kena usik =p)


then thanks to maxis for the 24hours free call...hehehe (celcom xdapat sebab bukan nama sayeee huhuhu rugi)
listened to Zira, Cheq Sal, Husna, and Aun joo seemed they were there besides me talking gossiping laughing giggling....really miss u guys and i dapat lepas rindu kat u guys..=)) 
panas tlinga2 kiri kanan kiri kanan gayut from 8pm-12am...hehehe


i got handbag n long dress from my aunt..
mami gave me anklet..
RZ gave me card n red glass flower...
i gave myself a camera...(biasa je janji ada hehehe)


thanks so much for all the wishes, and prays...may Allah bless all of us..
semoga Allah membahagiakan kalian sebagaimana kalian telah membahagiakan saya...aamiin...
love u..<3<3<3

it's not about the presents...it's about appreciation from me to them, the wonderful people who i have mentioned..=)

it's not ours anymore~~

starting next month officially it is not ours anymore...

ya sad..disappointed..frustrated...mixed feeling..

this is life...the unexpected thing always happen in unexpected time...

papi and i need to find the solution as soon as possible...

the hardest part is we cant tell mami...till everything back to normal..

the fact is i need to be prepared to start taking responsibility...big responsibility...

it stresses me out but i accept this as my fate and my sacrifice to my beloved parents..

im doing this for mami and papi...

i hope Allah will bless me with health so i can carry this responsibility for another 20 30 years...insyallah...

yes..among the 3 siblings im the chosen one...

i believe Allah know i can carry this...every bitterness will be ended with sweetness...

at this early age i need to carry this responsibility where i believe it makes me more matured in seeing life from different angle...need to be more serious and wise in handling commitment...

may be i'll be in middle of hardship for years...but im sure there will be some rewards for me afterwards...

ya Allah please lighten our burden...

Allah has lent it to us and now He's taking it back.... and i believe He's going to replace it with something better...insyallah...

yenny now you are a woman..no more a girl...make mami and papi proud...it's time for you to payback all the sacrifice and love from mami papi to you....yenny you are stronger than you think you are...

feeling like sharing this with "someone" but im afraid to do so...it's ok...i can handle this alone...i can..i can..

someone told me something today and while browsing home in fb i found this quote..hmm...ya seems so like me since ages...~~ "she said i should change by now..tell whatever i feel before it's too late"
i said why should i? this is me..i believe if 2 people r meant to be together there's no such thing as "too late"..."too late" means that person is not my destiny... 


let it be...let it be..let it be...(lagu the beetles la plop hihi)


destiny will show me the way..it happens naturally and i just need to follow it...
people come and go and only the chosen one will stay...ya for sure..=)

=//

is it the time yet..?
i just dont know and no one can give me the answer...i also dont even have the answer...


i dare not to open my mouth..
just keep it inside me...
what i know is i dont want to lose it...


and because of afraid to lose it i tend to be a negative thinker lately...
insecure..make own conclusion..and i tend to regret it..


hmmmmm...if only i could hold to something tight...if only...then i wouldnt make my own conclusion...
and i wouldnt be a negative thinker...i believe i would not...

Mansuhkan PTPTN~~what say you

ya this is one of the hottest issue now..
it has been suggested...
then the feedback??


"org gila ja ckp cmtu abih la bankrupt malaysia"
"kalo PTPTN free kerajaan trpksa amik dana sektor lain utk menampung dan ini akan mngganggu sistem"
"pndidikan percuma nnt suma blaja smbil lewa xhargai kesusahan"
"heh dh pinjam pndai2 la bayar pinjam nak bayar xnak"
"tu la suh blaja bg dpt 3.75 xmo..kalo x dpt convert to biasiswa"
"haaa ko nk free ko g blaja kt pondok suma org sedekah" 
"alhamdulillah kurang beban pelajar..kalo x xkeja lg tp dh dkejar2 suh bayar"
"pkcik stuju sgt sbb kos skang suma tnggi..sdikit sbnyk ni kurang kn beban pkcik"


haaa those are few feedbacks i read...


according tu our "beloved" PM


"43billion telah d keluarkan..jika 43billion ini d beri secara percuma maka negara akan muflis"


correction~~ 43billion adalah yg di luluskan...bukan jumlah yg dah di beri setakat ini...yang dah diberi ialah 24.7billion...
so that 43billion sounds like more to menakutkan rakyat je...for me la..i rasa mcm tu..


each year government spend 6billion for PTPTN..


according to jabatan audit negara


"each year Malaysia menanggung ketirisan perbelanjaan sebanyak 28billion"


hmmm what i understand here is if Malaysian can bare ketirisan 28billion each year and we are still not bankrupt then are we going to bankrupt if hapuskan that 24.7billion? what say you?


and if each year we jimat and avoid ketirisan can we spend 6billion for that PTPTN? what say you?


regarding students xhargai plajaran sbb xrasa kesusahan..hmm


if we provide free education of course la the pre requisite to enter tertiary level will be more strict to make sure only the best can get through..so it is the challenge to the rest to compete each other in order to get into university and get the free education...dont you think so? 


bukan buta2 bagi free...so here students get the benefit and malaysia also get the best modal insan..and automatically malaysia can be more well developed with these best modal insan become the back bone...


PTPTN can be mansuh..it just that they dont want to mansuh it..why?
i rasa la...


this is one of the strategy to control the students..before this those who get PTPTN cant involve in politic..
why? because the government is scared if the students strike like in other countries where
students strike because the president misled and practised corruption...and the students won..the president was forced to step down...students' power is powerful actually...the government hide it from students...


yes PTPTN is a help but with hidden agenda...and till now even they allow students to involve in politic but they have moulded the students successfully in being afraid to involve and take action for the misleading of the government... that's y seboleh mungkin they dont want to let PTPTN become biasiswa which actually that is the malaysians' right...kalo jadi biasiswa students have the full power to voice out for any issue... takut la org2 tertentu ini...huhuhu


hak rakyat tapi dh d jadikan hutang...
Malaysia is a rich country..but because of too much corruption..ketirisan sana sini that's why we seem to be miskin...before that pasal ketirisan ni...


"air dlm mangkuk kalo tiris dia menitik setitik demi setitik...kalo bocor baru la kua air banyak..lama2 kering"
"kalo singgit 2ringgit tiris boleh la d anggap tiris..kalo 28billion?? tiris ke bocor?? bocor msuk poket sape ni??" 


apa pendapat anda? pndai2 la jawap...huhuhu saya xpandai...


and one more thing..if PTPTN is intended to help malaysians, why must the government include interest?
why is it the students need to pay for the kos pentadbiran till 10k 15k? per student...how many students in malaysia who take PTPTN? count yourself..i pening number2 ni..
if dont want to change PTPTN to scholarship then hapuskan interest..!! say no to interest..!!


do u really need that much money to tadbir the account?
if 1k 2k 3k yes i can understand...
PTPTN is not a bank isnt it? y need interest? then what is PTPTN now?


other countries which provide free education are still ok economically..
in fact they are moree well developed compared to malaysia...
so here i dont think the word bankrupt can be the issue...dont you think so? what say you?


this is my point of view...what say you? 


p/s~~for those yg bising2 pasal pandai pinjam pandai bayar tu i just nak tau la :


korg rasa happy xbayar tu?
perasaan bayar PTPTN tu sama xmacam bayar keta or rumah or perabot courtmammoth? penah x merungut tiap2 bulan bayar tapi xsurut2?
penah tak rasa terbeban?
ke korg xstart bayar lagi?
ke korg dapat biasiswa lain tu xrasa tbeban nak bayar?
ke korg xsmbung blaja pun jenis dok kt kedai kopi pagi ke petang then sokong membabi buta tnpa tau fakta? 


err jawap la sniri ek..banyak pilihan tu...

=))

i just love this feeling....
for the 1st time and i hope it will be forever.. =)
the reason for me to smile every morning and before off to bed...


now it is still "summer"...hope for the "spring" to come soon...=)